Daddy Diaries

Wow... when I was getting ready to be a daddy, I had all these preconseived notions of what fatherhood would be like. Most were true, like lots of screaming, crying, pooping, puking and peeing, not to mention the lack of one on one time between Kelly and I (which now seems like a distant dream).... However, as with any idea or conception  you never really think of all the angles before hand...  Though I knew that we would not be getting as much sleep as we are use to, I had no idea how little sleep we would actually get... I feel like a zombie on the good days! Running on a virtual 'auto pilot' at home, work, church, with friends; the quick whit and natural conclusions that came so naturally with sleep, is now gone, along with that little brain-mouth filter thing I worked so hard to develop after highschool...

Speaking of sleep... 2.0's down for the moment... I think I'm going to do the same! Who knows when he's going to decide it's morning time... midnight, 2am... oh, 4am, an hour before I have to get up for work... never fails!